Tuesday, March 08, 2005

My girl...

My girl is the most wonderful thing in the world, nothing can compare to when I hold her near, she's helped me become so many things, we're growing together to make better things, opening eyes and closing doors, she's the only thing that I'll ever need,...

Never forget...

It's something that you'll never forget, my hand on your side, I won't let you regret, touch of my hand, I can feel you change your breathing, the light in your eyes, ever changing lives, you call me yours and I call you mine,...

Thursday, January 27, 2005

It's true

It's true, you are the world, you knew, you are my girl, we'll see, it through, we'll show, what it is to know, just how things is, it's true, they'll see, that you are the only one, that means anything to me

Update on myself

Ok so you all know that I haven't been posting poetry or anything lately. Mostly been updating my deviantart picture site & journal. For those of you who haven't found it yet. You can click here to access it. You want to read more about my personal life and what's been going on you can check it out there. Love you all! Thanks for all the great comments, hopefully have more poetry up and stuff here in the next few days...

Aaron

Me on MTV!...

Look at me, I think I should be on MTV, I can spit a few gangstar lines, but my shit is whack, can't spit a lick of rap, think I might be better off lying on my back and smoking some crack, imagin that, I piss on every one of your retarted ass raps, you won't even catch me spending a dime for a single one of your cracked ass lines

Look...

Look into my eyes, tell me what you see, I've mastered networks of all types, even traveled over seas, while just sitting in this chair, I've been all over and seen the entire world, but nothing means more to me, then to see your happy face when your looking at me

Lost...

I've been lost for way to long, I've been wandering just singing the same ole song, I was lost just floating around, I've been lost and now I'm found, by the girl of my dreams, left with nothing but to believe, baby you are the world to me

Tuesday, December 21, 2004

White glow...

I love the snow, but hate the cold, the tingle up the spin, the feeling that life has been frozen in time, even the ugliest things, have the prettiest gleam, fields as far as your eyes can see, just covered with this fluffy white thing, the sun comes up, it just warms you up, looking around, feeling like your surrounded by clouds...

Wednesday, November 17, 2004

New students...

New students are funny, keep looking at me while I'm working, catching them staring, then pretending their working, it's like cat and mouse, that's why them and me would never work out, want to say, HEY, LOOK, WE'RE IN COLLEGE NOW!, but why even bother, I have my life long partner, not some young, dumb, floozy girl...

Farm Life...

Up at 5, looking out, it's still dark outside, out to work, stumbling across the yard, let the chickens out, check the feed, give them water, check for eggs, then off to the horses, give them grain, check their hay, call them in, then it's off to the rest of my day...

Mentor...

Always seems, people are chasing me, can't believe what they ask of me, want to say, stop being so damn lazy, I stop and think, what about the people who've mentored me, what did they think of me, reflected on the stupid things, they may have seen, I relax a bit, think of it, then trick them into figuring out it...

--Writer notes--

I just have to put in a quote that I've always loved.

The mediocre teacher tells. The good teacher explains. The superior teacher demonstrates. The great teacher inspires.

-- William Arthur Ward

Thursday, November 04, 2004

My Sun...

Your like a bright glowing sun, lighting the night, when the day is done, your touch on my skin, makes me feel warm all over again, the light in your eyes, make days pass by, your the love of my life, I'll forever hold you tight, you always make everything feel so right...

Goes out to my lady :-* Love you!

-- Writers Note --
Yeah this just popped into my head after getting out of her car at my school a few minutes ago... :-( Missing her already, even though I spent like an hour outside with her.. Can't wait to get home to her. Sucks I have to run to my dads girl friends house, then stop at Taco Hell, then the gas station, then go home... By the time I get there it'll be about time for us to go to bed. Then it's up at 5AM!!!! I'm not falling back asleep!

Tuesday, November 02, 2004

That Stranger...

I hold you close, you hold me too, I look in your eyes, you look at mine, how is it that we're both the same kind, think about things, at the same time, since the first time I seen you, I knew something would come through, I believe you know this, how perfect are you, I've never told you what I like, but we just click, I love it, this feels so right...

OMG, ok... so I'm kind of getting annoyed by the love poems... But there are so many ways to say what I think and feel. It keeps changing as each day comes and goes. I love my beautiful lady. She is my everything!

Digital Hiding...

Most of my life I’ve been hiding, hiding behind a computer screen, where nobody can find me, masked from the world, nat’ed between servers, bouncing from proxy to proxy, in this digital world, just coding away, watching script kiddies play, I’ve watched your packets from far away, stole your usernames, changed your passwords, just to watch you have a fucked up day, engineered your service provider to get your home address, just to say Hey!, but the thrill is now gone, tired of hiding for so long, I’ve joined the real world, to the black hat community I say, so long…

I know I've said so long to the dark side a long time ago. But this is just something that popped into my head as I was sitting here doing my Math homework thinking of my life, how it has changed, how happy I am now, how much I know about computers, what I've done from my past to my present. Although I still do hold all of the same knowledge, I've stopped my malicious ways... For the most part, lol. What I mean by that is I still hack. But only in a legal situation.. Hired by companies to do security auditing, and secure networks. Discuss social engineering with individuals. That's what was meant by "engineered your service provider". I use to locate people's main service provider. Make phone calls to them and social engineer or use psychology to get them to reveal passwords, addresses, phone numbers of clients. This is illegal and I no longer condone doing this. Nor do I believe that people should illegal do this. Now I also have a contradiction to this statement. Ya, ya, rat myself out. There was one time not to long ago I accidentally charged a couple thousand dollars to my dads credit card over the phone instead of just makinging a single one time payment. There was no way to cancel the request after I hit the wrong button on the phone so I had to BS my dads credit card company into refusing to make this payment. Took several tries to figure out the answers to all of the questions they'd ask when you call in to make inquires on an account. Even screwed up enough times to put the Credit Card into a lockdown because of so many failed requests about the account. So I finally got all the questions they'd ask about the account, called them back, was able to answer all questions correctly, got them to refuse payment on that bill and pull the security flag off of the card so it was useable again without my dad talking to them once. Hell, that isn't technically illegal because he told me I had to call the CC Company and deal with the mess myself.